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[29 Jun 2004|06:25pm] |
new journal
chelsafina
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[27 May 2004|10:23pm] |
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smile - g-unit |
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when i get my yearbook every year, i feel like another year has passed and i missed out on doing all the things i wanted to do but never got around to doing.
things i wanted to do this year
- get a boyfriend who would mean a lot to me
- pass all my classes at least one quarter out of the year
- find out everything i could about my dads death
- learn at least one thing from one class
- have a good conversation with my mom
- have a good conversation with my boyfriend (if i got one)
- be kissed
things i accomplished
- joshua kennedy = boyfriend
- passed all my classes this quarter.. i think
- learned at least one thing from latin class
- got kissed (YEP)
- had a good conversation or 100 with josh
later.
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[25 May 2004|11:24pm] |
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dip it low - christina milian |
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lately ive been wondering about stuff.
have you ever found somebody you want to do anything for, and you would do anything for, but they're not your 'fantasy' guy/girl? and it makes you feel like they're not the right person?
have you ever given your heart and body to somebody only to realize they don't feel the same way? or have you ever wanted something to last a short time, and it ended up being the best long relationship of your life?
if josh and i dont last over the summer i might be crushed. i thought i would be surprised if it lasted four months, but then when i realize that it lasted four months without any big fights (arguments we have had), and i thought that i would be kind of upset, i always liked being single, and now it's kind of like, i like josh a lot. boys. ugh.. they're so confusing.
our song is smile by g-unit. everyone..go download it :)
i like melissas question of the day.. so ill give myself a question of the week.
question of the week
*is it okay to fall head over heels in love with somebody youve only known and dated for like four months?
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| update |
[24 May 2004|07:16pm] |
well, i just got the internet turned on at the apartment.
preg tests were negative.
more later..
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| juice these hos; what. |
[16 May 2004|07:01pm] |
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take my breath away - jessica simpson |
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pregnancy test results tomorrow.
i love josh.
hes perfect.
perfect x10.
i guess.
i hope.
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| fuck up x100 |
[08 May 2004|03:36pm] |
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act a fool - ludacris |
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im dumb.
and grounded until may 17th from friends; grounded from my cell phone until june 11; grounded from the house phone until may 15th.
[edit]grounded until may 15th[/edit]
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| changes |
[26 Apr 2004|03:02pm] |
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changes - tupac |
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"hey chelly its christina... why do you want to quit barbizon???because you had one downfall???thats not the OLD chelly i used to know...before you had all your new friends , you weren't like that.i don't know what to say.i'm not blaming them at all.i'm trying to get across the point that you've changed recently...and i'm not really happy with it. and besides , barbizon cost more than a thousand dollars.I know because i'm in it too , but a differen't location.IM me mmk??I gotta talk to you<33333
~Christina"
ever since josh and i started going out like 4 million people have told me that ive changed and i dont know what to say. i havent noticed a change.. well i have.. but who knows.
its almost like i miss my old self so much that i cant function anymore being who i am now but i cant change
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[13 Apr 2004|06:41pm] |
my mom hates me.
she read my diary.
josh and i have been going out for two months.
i want to quit barbizon.
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| birthday |
[06 Apr 2004|05:20pm] |
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come clean - hilary duff |
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my birthday party was a disaster.
except for the four hours that josh and i spent making out.
ok, thats it. thats all that happened.
my moms gonna pop a cap in katie warners moms ass.
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| omg like woah |
[31 Mar 2004|09:58pm] |
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whats your fantasy - ludacris |
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rumors are stupid
- yes, josh spent the night at my house
- no, im not prude
- my mom is 43, not 17
- i didnt die (thanks to whoever started that one)
- im not a druggie
- im not in the basement (obviously)
- im not a filthy slut
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| my life is out of control |
[28 Mar 2004|04:13pm] |
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until the day i die - story of the year |
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this weekend i had modeling on saturday, & i went over to emilys afterwards. it was me, josh, emily, kj, rj & 2 kids i dont know. we walked around coach lantern, watched parts of resident evil, snuck out to be cold & not see josh & kj.. who knows.
im confused about everything.
i want to know whats been happening.
i just dont know anymore.
joshs hair is funny.
emilys is funny.
boys are really, really, really stupid when it comes to stealing cars.
i cant tell my mom anything anymore. she doesnt understand.
i wonder if im a good kisser or a bad kisser.
i think im a bad kisser.
i like kissing josh i should do it more often.
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[24 Mar 2004|07:18pm] |
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take my breath away - jessica simpson |
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i love josh kennedy.
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[22 Mar 2004|09:14pm] |
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dirty - christina aguleria |
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updates
-josh and i broke up, but were back together now
-josh and i had our 1 month aniversary
-heather and kj are going out
-emily spent friday, saturday and sunday night at my house
-mel and i are going through bad boy crisis
-my mom and i are moving
ive entered the 'i want to date a bad kid' stage of my life. and.. yeah. i cant explain it but i know theres something wrong with it but i know i like it.
my dad died in september. he was a dealer. am i trying to find some kind of.. comfort.. by hanging out with the people im hanging out with? i really dont know anymore. i cant think about it. i want it all to disappear but be okay.
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[21 Mar 2004|05:57pm] |
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whats your fantasy - ludacris |
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detective kennedy is a bad boy.
i bought handcuffs.
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| birthday party |
[17 Mar 2004|08:37pm] |
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hotel - r.kelly & cassidy |
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the official guest list
- emily bruce
- mel donahue
- jenn dandro
- josh kennedy
there are like 7 people i can have.
if you want to come, you need to be my friend.
okay dokay.
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| who gives a shit |
[12 Mar 2004|07:14pm] |
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ignition - r.kelly |
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updates on my life
- josh and i got in a fight, but we're super okay now
- she needs to stop flirting with josh
- josh and i have been going out for a month as of wednesday
- im cute, josh is cute = we're cute together
- josh is not in the basement anymore
- snuck out for the weekend
this past weekend i went to emily's after school an i stayed at sams with her that night (after a lovely afternoon with nick murdock, josh, sam, emily, kevin and some john kid). then saturday i hung out with josh, sam, kevin and emily, and then i went home sunday. home to = getting kicked out of my grandparents. yeah, my bad, so sad, too bad.
i dropped my cell in sam's hot tub friday night (i guess). it was a bad weekend because i dont remember a lot, but i had my VERY FIRST KISS EVER and so other then not remembering the phone part, it rocked.
i got a flip phone and new ringtones. they own everything.
i plan on spending more time with the loveliest people ever. they are fucking awesome, and i suggest you do that to. anyways, everything is pretty much going my way. tomorrow after tanning i am definitely going tanning with mel, tesha and emily. <3
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| you know it BITCH |
[04 Mar 2004|09:26pm] |
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senorita - justin timberlake |
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NATIONAL V UNIT DAY..TOMORROW YOU MUST WORSHIP MEL DONAHUE AND JOSH RICHARDSON BECAUSE THEY ARE V UNIT AND THEY OWN YOU BEEEEEYATCH!!! SEND THIS TO 10 PPL IN THE NEXT HOUR OR BE SCHOOOOOLED!
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| survey |
[03 Mar 2004|06:21pm] |
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hotel - r.kelly & cassidy |
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Favorite
Article of Clothing: weathervane jeans
Color of the Sky: purple sunsets
Drink: coke
Thing to Do When You're Alone: sleep an read magazines
Choose
Hug or Kiss: hug
Fireplace or Bonfire: bonfire
Bed or Couch: bed
Snow or Rain: rain
How Many
People Have You Hugged Today: just josh
People Have You Kissed: none..
Regrets Have You Had in the Past Week: none!
People Do You Feel Safe With: everyone
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| im not crazy.. |
[02 Mar 2004|05:18pm] |
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unwell - matchbox 20 |
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lately ive been feeling all discombobulated. like im not myself.. i havent eaten in like 4 days, i havent been sleeping, i havent been paying attention in class. my grades went from A's in certain classes to being C's right now, & its not at all like me. i dont have any feelings either.. its just me and my obsession with making sure i exist.. & worrying that josh is gonna dump me.
shafman275 (6:15:23 PM): filthy slut
yeah, of course thats me. what the fuck ever.
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| this weekend |
[01 Mar 2004|05:29pm] |
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baby boy - beyonce |
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friday night: tesha called me nd dragged me off to vacationland with zach & two seniors where i got made fun of by some completely fucked up chick. the guys played some pool and they were bowling when we left at like 10:30.
saturday: went to barbizon & i saw brianna for the first time in FOREVER. she is amazingly amazing. we had tons of bubbly fun modeling haha.
sunday: i woke up at like one & headed off to the mall with josh, tesha & kj. we walked around but they wouldnt let me sleep on the couch in macys.. haha. i absolutely love josh.
well that was my weekend.. hope ya'lls went excellent too.
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